Another month..away away

Cat, looking out the window
Boy, on a PlayStation
Contented today
but underlying with restless noise
always that,
something
Like another world is waiting for me
like today is another illusion
Like tomorrow is a teardrop in the heart of the past.
Can't see tomorrow even though its clear
most have a predictible life
Do I?
Contented today
child snoring
silence in the house, computer humming
What else is there?